First month of TTC

So Tuesday will be the end of our first month of trying to conceive again. I'm anxious, excited, nervous.  I keep telling myself it is so unlikely that I'll get pregnant on the first month, but my mind still wants it really bad.  I guess at this point I'm not afraid of being pregnant again, because it hasn't happened yet.  It's like this pipe dream, a mythical world where I am pregnant and everything is fine.  It's surreal, really. But now that my head is in the game, I'm all in. I just want to go for it.  Give it one last hurrah.  If it doesn't work out then I'll have no regrets.  I don't want to live my life with regret.