Today while having lunch with a co-worker, I realized I had forgotten that tomorrow marks the 5 month mark since Riley's death. It made me feel both happy and sad. Happy because I feel like I'm finally moving on with my life, and sad because a part of me feels like I'm starting to forget him.
It's hard to believe that 5 months have gone by. August 26th feels like many moons ago. Like another lifetime; another world. So much has happened since then, it's hard to process it all.
It makes me wonder how I'll feel next August. Where will I be? Will I be pregnant? Will I be trying to conceive? Or will I be too scared to try?
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