Wednesday, January 25, 2012

5 months

Today while having lunch with a co-worker, I realized I had forgotten that tomorrow marks the 5 month mark since Riley's death.  It made me feel both happy and sad.  Happy because I feel like I'm finally moving on with my life, and sad because a part of me feels like I'm starting to forget him.

It's hard to believe that 5 months have gone by.  August 26th feels like many moons ago.  Like another lifetime; another world.  So much has happened since then, it's hard to process it all.

It makes me wonder how I'll feel next August.  Where will I be?  Will I be pregnant?  Will I be trying to conceive?  Or will I be too scared to try?

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