5.35pm
I called our employee assistance program today to see about counselling. I think it will be good to talk to someone. They're supposed to call me to book an appointment. Hopefully that will help a little. Not sure how many sessions are covered but at least it will be a start.
Today is tough. It's wet out - we're getting this rain from hurricane Irene. So much rain! But that makes it harder because I couldn't leave the house today so it's been a LONG day. It feels like the hours have ticked by so slowly. And the satelite is out because of the weather so it's going to be a LONG night.
What am I supposed to do with myself now? I keep thinking about work & the thought of going back is so unappealing but yet what will I do all day when Neil is at daycare? D (my husband) will be back at work full time tomorrow and I don't know what I'm going to do. I need a project. I was thinking maybe I can paint the hallway. Take advantage of the time he's at daycare.
I just feel lost and without purpose - which I know is normal - but it's hard to deal with. And it makes it harder to see D moving on and wanting to get back to work.
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