6.15pm
I saw a psychologist yesterday. It wasn't that great. She was very french. She spoke some English but I got the sense half the time she couldn't really understand me and that she didn't really want me to be there. I have another appointment in 2 weeks but I don't think I'll keep it, which sucks because she's free.
Today was a better day but right now I'm feeling down. It's hard to be around Neil. It just reminds me of what I'm not going to have. And I know that's stupid, that I should be happy with him and that he needs me but I just don't want to deal with him right now. He was at daycare tuesday, wed, thur this week and I am so thankful for that. But what am I going to do with him the next 4 days? Plus D is working and his brother is taking every night off this week. Again showing how little he cares about anybody but himself and his own family.
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